Aerobics
To dream that you are doing aerobics, suggests that you need to get out there and be more active. You are in need of exercise.

Walking
To dream that you are walking with ease, represents the way you are moving through life and progress toward your goals. Consider your destination.

To dream that you have difficulties walking, indicates that you are reluctant and hesitant in proceeding forward in some situation. You may also be trying to distance yourself from certain life experiences.� The difficulty in walking is a reflection of your current situation and the obstacles that you are experiencing.

Sitting
To dream that you are sitting, indicates your indecision and not knowing what you want to do with yourself in the near future. It may also suggest that you are just being idle and doing nothing.

Friend
To see your friends in your dream, signifies aspects of your personality that you have rejected, but are ready to integrate these rejected part of yourself. The relationships you have with those around you are important in learning about yourself. Additionally, this symbol foretells of happy tidings from them and the arrival of good news.

Surgery
To dream that you or someone else is undergoing surgery, signifies the opening of the Self and/or the need for emotional healing. You need to "cut out" or eliminate something from your life. Alternatively, you are feeling the influence of some authority figure. A more literal interpretation of this dream may reflect your concerns about upcoming surgery or about your health.  (I really do need surgery on my foot)

I typed in surgery tools and got this lol these weren’t the tools I was talking about but it was funny:

Tools

To see or use tools in your dream, represents your self-expression, skills and abilities. You are using the resources that are available to you. Perhaps you need to create and move toward a different direction. Alternatively, it suggests that a situation or relationship is in need of some damage control or attention. According to the Freudian school of thought, tools are symbols of the penis and thus tools being used are symbolic of intercourse.

So instead of saying surgery tools I just looked for scissors because when I saw the surgery utensils, the first one I saw were like shears… HEAVY DUTY scissors lol like the ones I saw at the vet hospital I worked at.

Scissors
To dream that you are using scissors, denotes decisiveness and control in your waking life. Alternatively, it may suggests that you need to get rid of something in your life. It also represents your ability to cut things or people out of your life.

Lips
To see lips in your dream, signifies sensuality, sex, love, and romance. They are also seen as a means of communication as in the familiar phrase "read my lips".

Automobile
To dream that you are riding in an automobile, signifies that even in pleasant situations, you will still be restless and uneasy.

To dream that you nearly escape from the impact of an automobile, denotes that you will successfully overcome any rivalry.

Teacher
To see your teacher (past or present) in your dream, suggests that you are seeking some advice, guidance, or knowledge. You are heading into a new path in life and ready to learn by example or from a past experience. Consider your own personal experiences with that particular teacher. What subject was taught? Alternatively, it may relate to issues with authority and seeking approval. You may going through a situation in your waking life where you feel that you are being treated like a student or in which you feel you are being put to a test.

Children
To see children in your dream, signifies your own childlike qualities or a retreat back to a childlike state. It is an extension of your inner child during a time of innocence, purity, simplicity, and a carefree attitude. You may be longing for the past and the chance to satisfy repressed desires and unfulfilled hopes. Take some time off and cater to the inner child within.

Bridge
To dream that you are crossing a bridge, signifies an important decision or a critical junction in your life. This decision will prove to be a positive change with prosperity and wealth in the horizon. Bridges represent a transitional period in your life where you will be moving on to a new stage.

To dream of a run-down bridge, indicates that you should not contemplate any major changes in your life at this time.

To see a bridge collapse in your dream, denotes that you have let a great opportunity pass you by.

I was in p.e. and walking cuz we do before Earlscourt comes in and when she did come in she told us to sit down cuz we’re gonna do something cool today.  So we sat down and for some odd reason tj was there and the cool thing we did was look at surgery tools from like WW1 or 2 or something… the point is they were REALLY old.anyway I guess in a previous class they had wiped down and old tool and actually got some gunk from it. Tj grabs the little gauze they used to get the gunk and puts it close to my face to gross me out but it doesn’t and then he wipes in on my lip to gross me out more and ms.earlscout sees and says that I have to go to the hospital. So I’m kinda scared cuz … I don’t know what’ll happen… cuz surgery…yea been there, done that. Anyway we’re in this hotel thing so I can get some stuff before I leave and right before I leave I see ben in the lobby of the hotel with this chick from my p.e. class named California (like they’re sitting together and talking) and I walked up to him and told him “I’m going to the hospital. Just thought I’d let u know.” And I walk away, open the front door, but take one last look around the corner at him and he wasn’t sitting by California anymore. He was alone by the fireplace thing looking at me. So after that I left and I got in a car with mrs zarit of all people. She’s the sub I had for accounting a couple days ago.  And I’m pretty sure mrs. D’s daughter was in the car with us. Anyway we start towards the hospital which I guess is just down the road from the hotel we were at.  But we don’t really take a road. It was this trail that was like…. Boulders and grass and had snow and a weird bridge thing… really… it was pretty much a trail from my bro’s new extreme motocross video game for ps3. and that’s all I remember now. Oh when tj wiped my lips with that thing, I actually got something stuff in my lip. It was like… a needle… but I didn’t feel it.

Classmates

To see old classmates in your dream, indicates that you need to draw on your old associations with your former classmates to gain insight in some current relationship. It represents a past lesson that you have learned and is applicable in some aspect of your waking life now.

Classroom

To dream that you are in a classroom, symbolizes that you may be learning an important life lesson. 

and it was one of those ones where you woke up and go back to sleep and then the dream continues and i did that like THREE TIMES

but the only part i really remember is that it was during lunch at school (the whole dream took place at school) and i saw this note taped to my locker. i had been seeing love notes like that on my locker the past few days in my dream but it was in a girl's handwriting so i was confused lol ok so i was at my locker getting stuff for lit cuz the bell just rang and that was my next class and someone comes up behind me and says my name and i jump cuz they scared me lol and i turn around and it's dain.... and here's the dialogue:

ME: "um....hi...."

DAIN: "rachel there's something i need to tell you and i've been needing to tell you for awhile.... i still love you"

ME: (looking so shocked as to y this is happening) "really....? cuz... well... i still love you too..." 

and then he hugged me and held onto me SO TIGHT and i could feel it and it was so vivid and i felt so great... it was like the old days.... and then he kissed me...

ME: "dain we need to go to class" which is weird cuz i have first lunch and he has 2nd this semester so maybe this happens next semester.

DAIN: "oh yea... well what do u have? i have lit."

ME: "i have photo NO WAIT i have lit too"

           Dain walks away and I watch as he does...

ME: Dain! I love you!

           Dain runs back to me and holds me tight again. He lifts his head and makes me look at him and says

DAIN: "About 4,000 people we grow up with and go to school with in this town....and i chose you..."

ME: "dain.... get to class"

           Dain kisses me again and i can't help but notice people i know watching... i can hear them thinking "what will ben think of this.....?"

OK so then i hurry to class and i walk into lit and the tables are all different and there's this um... teacher person there.... but it's not my regular teacher... this person was like a trainee teacher i think is what they're called but yea... he looked pretty cool.  so yea ben and r are on that break thing in my dream and he walks in after me and when i see him... i don't feel bad about kissing dain.... AT ALL.... and actually when i woke up i thought about calling ben right then and breaking up with him for good... i realized that i do... still love dain... and i was so happy when i woke up that i started crying and now i'm shaking and still have a tear or two... and i really hope dain does that... a lot of the time when i dream something, it usually happens.... so what should i think of this one?.... should i break up with ben... and just go on with life HOPING that dain notices?  or should i give up on dain since i thought i already did?... y do you think i had this dream? y am i so happy about it and even CONSIDERING of breaking up with ben for good?  i'm pretty sure dain's even stopped talking to me.... what should i do?

sorry i haven't said anything in a while.... i started working so it's like when i do get home i just want to sleep and not do ANYTHING lol... but really not much has happened.  ben and i are still good and dain and i are trying to be friends but it's not working out as well as i'd hoped cuz i'm stupid and don't think before i act.  uuum yea.... my mom isn't picking me up today.  oh it's my dad's b-day. and idk if i should acknowledge it because last night he fucked up.  he came home drunk and i found out he had thrown up on himself, didn't remember and fuckin drove himself home.....

DUMBASS

so yea and ben came over last night so i cried in front of ben and i hate doing that.

and then we had to take ben home but sara and i did. and then sara and i went to her work and talked and chilled. and when i got home, ben said earlier that he was going to be online but he wasn't so yea.... thanks for NOT being there when i need you.

first day of work.... all i have to say is..... "UUUUUUUGGGG" all i did was clean and my legs and feet are KILLING ME.  it feels SO friggin good to sit down and relax.  i worked kinda slow today too since i could have everything done in maybe 1 1/2 hours and my shift was 3:30 - 6.... so i didn't wanna get done early cuz i wanna make some damn money.  which reminds me, they better be paying me.  i guess i'll find out on october 25th.  and if they're not paying me, i'll quit... or say that i got a job that PAYS.... ha... so yea i cleaned:

• 2 bathrooms
• swept the building
• mopped the building
• took out all trash

i know it doesn't sound like much... but it's a big building.  and on other days i'll prolly be cleaning more like the surgery room and the isolation room and yea...

i am friggin tired.